There is a certain amount of heaviness that comes with revelation. When all of your beliefs, conclusions, and certainties are challenged with doubt – there is probably no scarier feeling in the world.
The “what if” factor… that lovely two-worded sword can cause massive casualties with one swipe of the hand. The real question is, what will you do when the “what if” becomes reality and the bough comes crashing down on your quaint little fantasy of a world?
Muddling through these raw thoughts seems very unChristian-like, but I cannot and will not lie about anything. It’s the truth. I know deep down that no matter what the outcome that God will be there, and he offers comfort in all situations.
So, I will just wait and see – hoping for the best, but preparing for the worst in all scenarios of life.